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Name: Beth
Birthday: 4/12/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: ?MusicEyeliner•Shopping?Darkness• Ana?Ghosts•*Vampires*?Singing•Charmed?Buffy•Witchcraft?Point Pleasent•Gilmore Girls?O.C•Thin?Adriana Lima•Pj(Boyfriend)?My Men(hehe)•Uumm many more but you get it Cw: 135 Gw1: 125 Gw2:120 Gw3: 115 Gw4:110 UGW 100-95?
Expertise: ?Being Fat and Lazy and dumb and pointless?


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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

*cough cough* ATTENTION!!!!!!!! I AM GETTING A NEW XANGA!!!!
alot of my friends know about this one and are giving it away to people and i dont want another tell on me situation so if you want it i/m me on LiedtotheAnge1s or email me @ foxxygirl007@comcast.net

Ana love<3


Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Everyone abanndoned me or however you spell it. . sigh i ate so much today. . .i went home sick like i went to the nurse and shes like go back so i walked out called my pap cuz my mum was out of town and told him to come get me and the people at my school bitched at me so i was like w/e im sick fuck you bye and we left and i slept all day my gram made me eat chiken noodle soup toast (2pieces) w/ butter some crutons (wtf?! ) and some popcorn?! idk shes odd but i ate it then she gave me this talk about how i am beautiful and i should cover my beautiful by wearing black GRRR anyways im sick still and my mum wanted to take me to the ER and im leik SHIT THE DIET PILLS R IN ME so until i get better i cant take em which SUCKS! pj is liek deathy ill so he says its funny to hear him all worried i know thats mean but...my gram called me Satan i mean... ..ha w/e im bored and sick and i think i was gunna say sumin else but i forget..gah! ehh oh well edit later if i member...i forgot how to get picks on here someone help me please

sick

The Thin Commandments:

1.If you aren't thin you aren't attractive.

2.Being thin is more important than being healthy.

3.You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.

4.Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.

5.Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself afterwards.

6.Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.

7.What the scale says is the most important thing.

8.Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad.

9.You can never be too thin.

10.Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success.


Monday, January 31, 2005

i stayed home from school today. . again...today i had a can of spegehtte o's (idk how to spell that :-/) thats all im drinking water and taking all my pills today 5hydroxycut ..2vitamins and the 10 "green pills" blahhhh i feel liek shit. . .ian (kid that likes me) got real fucked op friday and almost flippin died and then pj (boyfriend) the EMS had to come to his house last night cause he was all messed up...my boys are dyin on me :'( *sigh* my parents and i got in a huge fight last night and the basiclly beat the shit outta me again sigh im sittin in my bathroom now lol yeah i have a laptop but idk i need to go do something i cant stand this house idk i need to go exercise nd get my stress out! ill talk to yinz later<3


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Sunday, January 30, 2005

i guess today. . i did alright
Breakfast-ha pretzels and dip
3lax 5hydroxycut
lunch-nothing
dinner- ugh mum made some soup i just had the noodles
i HATE carbs but its all i seem to like BLAH
bat mitzvah was fun but i didnt have enough tim to get ready and i forgot to grab the camera sorry eh oh well
i have so much h/w to do i have to write an entire report in SS due 2morrow i only started today and some gay ass german shit...blah
the 7s were big in the legs i have nice legs i guess just my tummy :-/ bummer
but im gunna go i have so much h/w and i wanna change my layout and look around a lil
bye<3


Saturday, January 29, 2005

-last night i went shopping
i am in a 7 now some 7s fit some dont but i couldnt get in a 7 b4 im so happy
Bat Mitzvah was boring but im syked for the after party at 7-10
but ah my goal is to get to a 5 by my birthday in April
wow i havent lost anything im at 133 now
by Feb 14 i wanna be 125
forget my whole gw things by may 1st i just know by May i want 110 or 105 i forget which one i set but
im watchin celb fit club...ah i dont ever wanna look like that
ewww....anyways i gtg clean (get work done burn a few calories) but b4 i go today i had so far
Large Mashed Potatos w/ gravy from KFC
and a glass of kool-aid
im takin my vitamin and 5hydroxycut when i can
Good luck you can do it!????
ana love


Edit im takin pics tonight of me and my new size 7 pants and the Bat MItzvah lol
this layout is so bright GAH ITS KILLING MY EYES...i get in this preppy moods and yah. . .sigh



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